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=== Early Life ===
Little is currently known about Pattern's time in Shadesmar and the Physical Realm before he initially bonded Shallan, except that he was a Cryptic scholar.{{book ref|sa2|17}} At some point, his desire to study humans led him to transfer his mind to the Physical Realm and bond Shallan, even though he believed she would kill him, likeas theshe bondedhad sprenkilled whoher diedfirst during thespren, Recreance[[Testament]].
 
=== Shallan's Childhood ===
When a [[Skybreaker]] acolyte persuaded Shallan's mother that [[Surgebinder]]s had to be killed, she attacked Shallan. Her father tried to intercede to protect his daughter, but was stopped by the man before he could help Shallan. When her mother came after her with the man's fallen knife, Shallan summoned Testament as a Shardblade in self defence, killing her. His wife's lover subdued, [[Lin]] took the Blade from his daughter and locked it in his strongbox. Shallan, in a state of shock, saw a glowing light seep through the cracks of the safe, from what she came to believe was the monster that had been locked away inside. Although Testament disappeared from the safe shortly afterwards, Shallan continued to see light being emitted from the box for years after the incident.{{book ref|sa2|10}}{{book ref|sa2|27}}{{book ref|sa2|88}}
 
The state of distress and shock caused by the incident with her mother led Shallan to resent Testament, who she killed, turning her into a [[deadeye]]. Shallan suppressed her memories of the spren. Later, Pattern returnedwould bond Shallan, andwhich asallowed some of Shallan's memories of her bonding a spren to return to her. This led her to believe that Pattern was the spren that Shallan had bonded as a child, and that after using him to kill her mother, Shallan's resentment of him caused their bond to weaken, and Pattern to retreated mostly back into the [[Realmatic Theory#Cognitive Realm|Cognitive Realm]], when in reality Testament was killed. After this, Shallan could no longer use Surgebinding, though could still use her enhanced mnemonic abilities.{{wob ref|5609}}{{wob ref|5675}}
 
=== Kharbranth ===
=== The Wind's Pleasure ===
==== Return to the Physical Realm ====
TheirUpon bondShallan strengthenedspeaking by Shallan'sher Truths, Pattern bonded Shallanher and transitioned from the Cognitive Realm to the Physical, losing much of his mind in the process. Several days after Shallan and Jasnah had set sail from Kharbranth, Shallan saw Pattern's Physical form while she sketched on the deck of the ship. Seeing a pattern rising like an embossment from the page of her sketchpad, Shallan did not initially understand that she was interacting with the Cryptic, thinking instead that she had done something herself or that the pattern had appeared as a side affect of drawing the Cognitive Realm. Pattern moved, disappearing from the drawing when Shallan touched the page, and caused the young woman to jump in fright. A while later he was seen once more by Shallan as she spoke with Jasnah, this time floating on a wave. Again he vanished, seen only for a brief moment.{{book ref|sa2|1}}
 
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Initially, worried what the sailors would think of the spren, Shallan tried to keep both herself and Pattern contained to her room, though quickly abandoned the plan. Similarly, Pattern had not responded to her suggestions to stay inside and hidden and soon became known to the other occupants of the ship, who found the Cryptic discomforting. Four days after his transition found Pattern on the deck of the ship with Shallan. Using [[limafruit]] as an example, Shallan attempted to explain to him the concept of food and eating. Following her lead, Pattern tried some of fruit, and became horrified when he realized that it involved the destruction of the food consumed.{{book ref|sa2|6}}
 
While the spren had problems with understanding simple tasks such as eating, Shallan had found him to take readily to complex thought, particularly abstraction. Even as he struggled to form coherent sentences, Pattern was able to understand the concepts of truth and lies as well as identify lies told by others. Pattern was pleased by the lies [[Yalb]] told aboard the ''[[Wind's Pleasure]]'', deeming them to be good lies as they were based in truth. Similarly, while he himself could not remember much, he grasped the concept of memory quickly, prompting Shallan to begin to remember a time from long ago, when theyshe had first known one anotherTestament. Without meaning to, Shallan used [[Stormlight]] and turned a patch of the deck of the ship green, as she began to recreate the memory. Horrified, she pushed the memories away, unable to think on that time without panicking, as due to her suppressing her memories, she subconsciously thought it was Pattern, and not Testament, that she had bonded as a child.{{book ref|sa2|6}}
Some time later, Shallan went to find Jasnah to borrow some of the woman's infused spheres for light to read by. Surprised to find Jasnah without her mask of composure, Shallan tried to sneak away without being seen, however was given away by Pattern. Though Jasnah initially tried to placate Shallan and send her away, the young woman stayed to talk. Pattern watched over the conversation silently as the women discussed [[Urithiru]], the [[Shattered Plains]] and the [[Voidbringers]]. When Shallan retired to her rooms to sleep, Pattern accompanied her.{{book ref|sa2|6}}
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At Urithiru, Pattern approached Adolin and requested that Shallan be assigned a specific room. The room reminded Shallan of her father's study and Pattern forced Shallan to admit another Truth and confront the death of her mother as well as the role Shallan had played. Shallan created a Lightweaving of the room and opened the glowing strongbox, where her father had hidden PatternTestament after heshe had been used by Shallan all those years ago. Shallan recalled that night and the deaths she had caused, using what she assumed was Pattern as the Shardblade that she had tried so hard to forget. Pattern understood that Shallan hated him, for the part he had played and that one day she would kill him in retribution. Shallan responded to Pattern, telling him that she only wanted her family, not revenge.{{book ref|sa2|88}}{{book ref|sa3|8}}
 
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Now that Shallan had confronted the truthsome of the truths of her mothers death, she could no longer push aside the memories. Pattern believed that she hated him for the part he had played, and while Shallan sat atop one of the Oathgate platforms at Urithiru and drew, he tried to explain to her that he understood why. Shallan, however, didn't want Pattern to understand, and to cope she began to dissociate her spren from the Shardblade that she could summon. She tried to explain to Pattern that she didn't hate him, she hated the sword and what it represented. However, her train of thought only confused him.{{book ref|sa3|8}}
 
In her rooms, Shallan practiced manipulating sound, while Pattern watched and commented. When Adolin arrived, bearing gifts of food and books, Shallan formally introduced him to Pattern, who was then named as chaperone for the evening. Though Pattern did not initially understand what it was he was to do, he rapidly came to understand his role, happily informing the couple. When Adolin kissed Shallan, Pattern intervened to remind them of his presence.{{book ref|sa3|12}}
 
After they had finished dinner, Adolin suggested that he teach Shallan how to use a Shardblade seeing as she had one in her possession. Pattern thought that this was a good idea, and a step that needed to be taken, however,while Shallan panicked. When Adolin left to retrieve the Blade guards, she created a new persona, that of Brightness Radiant, who would be able to handle constant use of her Patternblade. Pattern believed that Shallan's reaction was due to her hatred of him and offered to die and have the Cryptics send another in his place if that is what she wanted. Shallan ignored him, and instead concentrated on creating a persona who could wield Pattern as a blade without panicking.{{book ref|Sa3|15}}
 
Intent on helping Adolin with his investigation, Shallan slipped away from her rooms one night, to explore with Pattern. On their way to the [[Breakaway]], Pattern mentioned his approval of Adolin, despite the fact that he had bonded a dead Shardblade. Pattern explained that he had come to the understanding that he could not hate Adolin for having a blade, as humans, he concluded, did not care about the dead. Before they reached their destination, Shallan asked Pattern to stay with her, not wanting him to die and leave. On their way to [[All's Alley]], Pattern calmed Shallan when she panicked, who briefly wondered if she had killed her brothers and had been lying to herself about their deaths. Pattern was concerned and reminded her that Veil was only a disguise. He thought something wrong with the way Shallan was using her new persona's to hide, though he did not fully understand what it was.{{book ref|sa2|18}}